Back home ...

... or at least at the place which was called my home until a year ago.
Germany really sucks for me atm... not in every way but it's so fucking different. and mostly in the negative way imo. -_-
"My" house is ok though even if it's strange being here. I feel like a guest. I feel like I'll be here for some days only and then will return to Tokyo. *lol* I wish I could! I feel so uncomfortable here right now. T_T I hope that feeling will fade away soon. Because I can't go back ... at least not physically. ^^;

It's really hard getting used to German manners and all that surroundings here now. It's not been even one day yet ... but that was already enough for me...
And why is it so silent??? It's like nobody is living here, like everything's dead. o_O Really creepy...

I wish I at least had my "precious shit" from Japan. xD That might cheer me up a bit.. especially the figures of my gay friends from Lamento. XDDD
The first thing I have to do is to clean and change my room! God I have so much shit I don't need (or don't want xD') anymore there! I need space for my new stuff. *lol*

Ok I will continue ranting tomorrow.. need some sleep now. It's almost been 48hours already... *dead*